Sucker

I'm a sucker for a fairytale
Heart of gold, a shining knight so brave
I like em' tall with nothing nice to say
Get my heart broken, then I do it over again
Fell in love with his words so bold
Could fill a house with the lies he told
I know this story's kinda getting old
Fell for the fire and ended up back in the cold
I was slipping in my own sorrow
My desperation drove me up the wall
Went fucking crazy waiting by the phone
And he never called at all
Sympathy for myself
I'm a sucker for the pain but I don't need your help
Tragically on my knees
Climb my way up before I sink too low
Tick tock it's time to out this game
This shit is driving me insane
Take the blame, but I can't get you out of my brain
So messed up but I do it so well
That girl's a hazard to her mental health
Got so caught up in all the magic spells
They cut me open, I still bleed but I'd never tell
Tricked myself, guess I was acting dumb
I played the fool in front of everyone
There's a lot I wish I'd never done
But there's nothing that I wouldn't do for his love
Sympathy for myself
I'm a sucker for the pain but I don't need your help
Tragically on my knees
Climb my way up before I sink too low
Tick tock it's time to out this game
This shit is driving me insane
Take the blame, but I can't get you out of my brain
This struggle's inside of my heart
Always the same, got it down to an art
But now it's time, to leave it behind
I'm not gonna do this no more
I was slipping in my own sorrow
My desperation drove me up the wall
Went fucking crazy waiting by the phone
And he never called at all
Sympathy for myself
I'm a sucker for the pain but I don't need your help
Tragically on my knees
Climb my way up before I sink too low
Tick tock it's time to out this game
This shit is driving me insane
Take the blame, but I know I'ma do it again
Yeah I'm a sucker