Need You

I need you right here, right by my side
Things can’t ever be the same I guess that’s the times
That you made me smile and life was alright
The memories shared, I can’t recognise
Where we’d be in the coming years, without all the fucking tears.
It’s hard to think at the age of 19 that I would be sitting here, writing all the songs that should never have to come along, because the options that you made were always gonna be fucking wrong. All the time and the effort that was spent just to go to waste, sometimes when I think about it that was gonna be the case. Making sure that your life was gonna go uphill, but it felt such a stupid fucking back and fourth only just to spill, all the truths that you never said, just to drive us up the walls, every time that it felt it was getting better, just to let it fall, but hey, you made me this way, and now all I want in this world is for you to be right

here, with me, always here, right here
I need you here, always near to me

I did love you, and I still do, but the feelings that you gave me make it hard to chose
The grief and the pain you gave over nothing
Just another few weeks, was it really worth crushing
Are hearts, I’ve told you, that we’ve been right here from the start
We let you, take over, our lives to take it apart
It seems that for now that time is taking its part
But the wound that you gave keeps on digging it’s mark
People in this world show me something new every fucking day
That the craziness and psychos are only one step away.
What a drastic mistake that my dad made
Meeting you was the worst thing that ever could of happened
I really want you to know that he never fucking liked you
And if he could change one thing it would be that he never came across you.
And the one thing he did say, is that he wished you were dead, but thanks to you it’s him instead.

here, with me, always here, right here
I need you here, always near to me