Shadow

Lately I’m seeing a side of myself that I don’t get to meet
Hate and anxiety spread in the fire outside on the street
I flirt with Addie and laugh 'cause Ally’s allergic to beans
I hurt my dad, he stashes the pain away, nobody sees
My mother says I need to think of my future, won’t do what she says
Another idea that I think up, it’s crucial to get out my head
I tell my friends that I’m coming, I’m not even out of my bed
I tell my friends that I’m coming and write a new song instead

Phase out of this sim (yeah, yeah)
Fake Molly, that tint (yeah, yeah)
Need eight bongs in that bitch (yeah, yeah)
Got a great body, I’ll swim
I’m here shawty, don’t dip
You inspire persistence
Got a new job, a new whip
Work two jobs for that crib
And you thank God there’s no bib
But maybe one day if you play ‘em right
For now, we’ll just make sure our paper’s fine
We meet up, check back at a later time
In love with her bed, she won’t stay in mine
Two sides of myself, they both tore me
Telling both sides of my own story
Music’s the only way out for me
And social anxiety still bores me
Been this way since I was fourteen
And parents turned into divorcees
Binge drinking, binging Rick and Morty
Lit as fuck and up until the morning

What am I doing?
I am a shadow