Kissin' My Demons
I just wanna find someone that I Don't wanna cheat on
Love is such a trip
But shit drugs are misleading
Wonder why it is
That we all live with demons
They gunna love the kid
Who been working for freedom
Back in those days
Packing up flows
Just to exercise them demons
I couldn't let em go
Truth is I need them
Tryna make a story
But my trust keeps reciting
Leaving
Me, all on my own
Searching for meaning
In notions you've shown
Got me existing anxiety zones
You say you love me
Believing you don't
Treat me right
Cuz the pain reach highs
Where insane my life
And I think I might
Never beat my plight
Without a real love in my life
I build my own
Cuz I need my Paradise
You got me kissing my demons
You ain't never there when I need it
You Take advantage of the kid
What's a matter you a trip
Tryna change the way I live
Pass over damage
An force my acceptance
This love feel like prison
And I'm a detective
I shutter
My island
Is captured
I picture
A change
If it's different
Would I feel worth living
Upon the description
Can't wait for permission
To leave from your grimace
You evil
Sadistic
You torture my mission
And plague my decisions
I focus my vision
To leave contradictions