No Trophys Just Scars

Trust issues cause I'm known to put my heart in it
You ever got crossed by some niggas that you started with
In the field hustling with some niggas for a starter kit
Find the right plug and that shit feel like a scholarship
Come back in the morning we was hustling in the dark
Mama looking for me I'm the water with the sharks
No scared money around here a bunch or niggas with some heart
Pull up at the store but don't you put it up in park
Hopping out some shit that got me looking like batman
Mad cause I do my own stunts jack chan
I just wanna be a successful ass black man
Fiends happy because they eating pills like paceman
Bring down yourself or you can send it through the mail
I seen some people go to jail I seen some people go to hell
Seen some other shit that I can never tell
She said she did a M just to get up out her shell
I'm staying on my toes when I let him through the door
He keep a snotty nose but he can snort a pot of gold
He screaming he'll never tell and loyalty the mode
But all that shit change when they kicking in yo door
Yea nigga all that shit change
Niggas ain't real like that
All that shit cap
Ain't no trophy's in these streets just a whole bunch or scars
No celebrities around here we the motherfucking stars
I done seen some niggas eat but they ain't never get too far
He use to be up now he can't afford a car
All that jewelry get pawned when you out here on a bond
Can't call for help all yo calls get declined
Real life but know seen this is the movies this the switch up
Gotta stand tall lil nigga bet not bitch up
I done been out there all in pain in the rain
But I can't complain motherfucker this the game
You become a target when you trying to get a name
Built for it or not but its gone drive yo ass insane
I done learned a lot and a lot of shit was sold
Took a lot of hits and seen some niggas fold
Worked a lot of shifts kept buy the code
Now I'm packing up my shit I'm in a different mode
Yea nigga I'm in a different mode now
Shit that use to be important to me not really important to me like that
You feel me
Actually ain't none of this shit important
Family
You know
Gotta put that time in
Took one look at my son and decided to end my run
Called the nigga up and told em that I was done
Only see one way this shit was ending it wasn't fun
I'll rather take a risk spilling my heart on these drums
Stuck up in the grind was just wasting a bunch of time
Missing from the family pics cause I was out there trying to shine
Balling ain't a crime but what you did to get it really is
And is it worth it if you have to go and do some years
Is it worth it to you it ain't worth to me
Everybody story different
But this my shit
Yea