Doomed

Lately I been feeling so empty
I've been having a hard time feeling
That's why relationships come and they go
Yeah they come and they go
I just want someone that I could hold close
That I could hold close
So sick and tried feeling like nobody get me
I feel it in my chest it feels so sickening
So many people have been shielding up against me
So many walls have been building up against me
I been
Working
Thinking
Body
Aching
From this
Life that
I'm creating
Feeling woozy my
Body's shaking
Deeply sinking
Will I make it
Up
Will I make it up
I know sometimes shit get tough
Ask me bout it I been thru so much
Shit was rough
I don seen abuse
Stayed in my room
Watched cartoons
Till I hit snooze
Escape the pain
Be a buffoon
I gotta make a way out this cocoon
I just wanna evolve
Just wanna evolve
Evolve
Evolve
Evolve
I hope this shit heal it all
This shit heal it all
This shit heal it all
I just wanna evolve
Just wanna evolve
I just wanna evolve
I just wanna evolve
Cuz I want it all
And not just for me tho

But for my future seeds tho
Gotta look thru the peep hole
Nd keep ya business on the down low
They wanna see me fold
Cuz they know I'm a freak show

Lately I been feeling so empty
I've been having a hard time feeling
That's why relationships come and they go
Yeah they come and they go
I just want someone that I could hold close
That I could hold close