Intoxicated

[Verse]
I'm uncomfortable
I am unstable
I might lash out and kill all my friends
It's fatal
I relapsed again
Oh lord forgive me
I don't deserve your all your pity
I'm the laughing stock of the city
Just kill me
I'm alone again; don't know how I feel about it
Long as I got my Hen', I'm sure I can work around it
Tell me that drugs are my end
Hell yeah, I sure don't doubt it
Give me that bottle of gin
I'll bet you I can down it
Sober who?
Sober me?
Uh, yeah right, I guess in your dreams
Ain't no way I'm putting this shit down for good
Just leave me be
Broken soul, I drink to my heart's content
I'm still on the fence about ending my shit or continue to live
My life just don't make sense
In my defense, no one ever cared until now, and even now, it's fake
People love to put me down, but not look me in my face
Love for me has been in a drought
Don't think there's an escape
Sometimes I feel like a clown
Matter of time until I break

[Outro]
(Mumbling)
I'm alone again
(Groan)
I'm alone again