Dirt On My Wooden Floor

[Verse]
You told me to go get a life
Spending time away from you, it doesn't feel right
I'll block you then unfollow you
I'll do it out of spite
I'll carve your fucking name into my skin with a rusted knife
I guess I'm just obsessed, right?

Over it
Away from this got me home sick
We do not talk no more
And it makes me feel so shit

All I do is just walk around sad
I need a new motive
It's irrational
A shame I'm not adaptable
With me being away
And you being so valuable
I kinda miss the arguments
They were fun and unusual

You would say I'm crazy then I would call you delusional
Then it would end in tears and turn to rough sex as usual
Missing the point totally and it was so suitablе
Fuck it, I hope that you die so I can dance at your funеral

Saying that you want me? Girl, quit playing
There's obviously a reason why my fucking chest is aching
Wish there was a way for me to get a new replacement
This ain't the first time that my shits been breaking

Oh, me acting stupid? I'm always misbehaving
I'm surprised I can see another day
It's been so long and you just won't fade away
It always makes me happy when I see the skies are grey
At least I'm not the only one that's having a bad day

Fuck it, me and you, we could've went all the way
I was stupid to think me and you could stay together locked away

I'm in my element
Missing all the affection
So don't get mad at me when your best friend is who I'm texting
It's just like that
To get you back
I make you feel some type of way
Anyway
I do it so you can give me some attention