Ungrateful

perfection
the weight of the world on my shoulders
make me question
see everything that I want
but I lack the direction
feels like I’m just running out of time
tread water til I’m tired

reflection
scan every inch of my body
wish it was different
my face aging I hate charge
and the character I’ve built
ain’t really working no more
feels like I’m losing control

cutting all my ties
my ego is dying
thought I was a soldier
but i’m falling behind
I swallow my pride
my tears almost dried
gotta be my own savior
I'm finding the light
but it feels like

everything that I’m not is keeping me up at night
all the things that I’ve got just remind me of what I’m lacking
I’m not leaving bed but I’ll leave everyone on read
this what goes on in my head
I don’t care if I sound ungrateful
ungrateful

perception
count my friends on one hand like they my prized possessions
I worry am I a good sister and daughter and woman
do they look at me and see right through
do I even wanna know the truth

cutting all my ties
my ego is dying
thought I was a soldier
but i’m falling behind
I swallow my pride
my tears almost dried
gotta be my own savior
I'm finding the light
but it feels like

everything that I’m not is keeping me up at night
all this things that I’ve got just remind me of what I’m lacking
I’m not leaving bed but I’ll leave everyone on read
this what goes on in my head
I don’t care if I sound ungrateful
ungrateful

everything that I’m not is keeping me up at night
all the things that I’ve got just remind me of what I’m lacking
I’m not leaving bed but I’ll leave everyone on read
this what goes on in my head
I don’t care if I sound ungrateful
ungrateful