All of This Past

Here I go again
Slipping further away
Letting go again
Of what keeps me in place
I like it here
But it scares me to death
There is nothing here

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The light is beautiful
But I'm darker than life
And you are wonderful
But this moment is mine

All of this dust
All of this past
All of this over and gone and never coming back
All of this forgotten
Not by me

I find comfort here
'Cause I know what is lost
Hope is always fear
For the pain that we cost
And I have searched for the reason to go on
And I've tried and I've tried
But its taken me so long
I might be better off
Closing my eyes
And god will come looking for me in time

All of this dust
All of this past
All of this over and gone and never coming back
All of this forgotten
Not by me

All of this dust
All of this past
All of this over and gone and never coming back
All of this forgotten
Not by me

I can see myself
I look peaceful and pale
But underneath I can barely inhale
I can hear myself singing the song
Over and over until it belongs
To me

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