Own

I must next confess
I keep my calm becuase
I'm already pissed
Nothing to regret
But I reminisce
On the stupid shit
Like the hugs with the drugs
And niggas
That would give me props
The lack of the love from my pops
RIP Pop RIP X RIP up
Every single notion
Every little quotient
My restraint from yelling
At niggas is potent
But more improtant
I just want to breath
Damn why can't I get space
When I give yall all that you need
Rolling my weed
Just found five Seeds
What's it all for if I always repeat
They say that comedy
Comes common in three
But I'm on my last two nerves
And right now it seems
I'm the only one
With this problem since fifteenth
Since fifteen
Clap calp
can you finish your scene
I have already seen
That your not gonna learn
So why should I teach
If it's lost in the green
Slanging a wang
Like ill stop at the tee
This is not golf
Your not an artist to me
My whole mission
Get bread so I'm straight
And be gay with my glee
Finally sleep in my bed
I bought me new sheets
While minding my own
Your plunder my peace
No I'm not as ease
I need to relase
Try not to relapse
I'll never be pleased
I think i forgave enough
I can't turn a cheek
Trying to prove my highs
With adio peaks
I'm in my bag two hundred dolars
Want lease a beat
She's an artist
Record a record
Start making progress
But no I'm stuck
Bills barley covered
You wanna ask for
Luch money
For rent money
For Drink money
Not much money
Pay back money
Its just money
See if i give a fuck money

Why does this resource have
So much damn control
I need to figure out
How to work for my own
I feel like we still owned
I don't care about how much I'm owed
Want to feel  like can do all that
Shit on my own
Shit on my
Shit on my
Shit on my own
Wanna feel like i can do
All that shit on my own
Shit on my
Shit on my
Wanna feel

I carve all my verses in caves
Cursing in pain
Hoping zeros ill gain
With no face to borrow
Teeter between corny and real
Messaging masa to make family
A meal pen or a knife
Either liquid spill Till
The quill to the pad
All the passions i have
Deranged flowers
I've bruned in the past
Working after hours
All i want is a bath
Music for survival
I get Ozai eyeroll
Sip my tea like Irho
Trying not to spiral
Trying not to spiral
Please don't make me viral
Bandmates need me viral
Selfishly i hide tho
I don't think I'm ready
Imposter in me thriving
Child in me dying
Ego screams in silence
Both you bitches stop
Dont you think I'm trying
I got us this job
I got us this peace
I made sure you eat
I make plans belive
I can finally breath
Don't fuck this up for me
Fuck your fucking tea
Fuck your cope with pain
List of reason why
I don't get shit you want
Only things we need
Gotta lease the beats
Release this emotion
Or be like  father
And just sip on the
On the Potions Potions
Potions potions
Potions Potions
Potions potions
Potions potions
Potions

Why does this resource have
Why does this resource have
Need to firgure out
Need to figure out
Shit on my
Still feel like
Like we owned
I don't care bout how much I'm owed
Wanna feel like i can do
All of that shit
On my own
Wanna feel
Wanna feel