Sleepless Nights

Eyes wide open can't fall asleep
And I hate this feeling
I'm drowning
I'm in the deep blue sea
Struggling to swim
But I'm stuck right there

It's 2 am and the breeze of the night
It's not helping
I feel like I'm alone
Can't help it can't fight it
I can feel my eyes give rain

There's so much to do
So much things I've planned
But still here I am
Stuck in the riddle of life

But still, I rise up again
Trying to fail this time
It doesn't matter
Anymore

I'm running
I'm running but I realized
That I can walk my way to my dreams
Over thinking 'bout the future
Yeah
It really wrecks my way I believe

Yeah I'm crying, I'm crying
But I don't want you to see
That I'm breaking, I'm breaking
And that I feel so alone
I just need some time
I'm sorry if I just
Haven't figured it out

Calls unanswered
It scares me it tires me
But I want to tell you that
"I'm fine, don't worry"
I can't even speak
So don't bother asking
I just want some peace
Because I have been

Running, I'm running but I realized
That I can walk my way to my dreams
Over thinking 'bout the future
Yeah, it really wrecks my way I believe

Yeah I'm crying, I'm crying
But I don't want you to see
That I'm breaking, I'm breaking
And that I feel so alone
I know I don't need someone
But right now
I just need at least one

Oh how to be loved and to love
How I miss the feeling
For so long I've been numb
That I forgot to
To live the life and be alive

Without the bubble that keeps me safe
Without the pressure of perfection

Kakayanin
Kahit pa alanganin
Kakayanin
Oh kakayanin ko