Close to the Ledge

Been running like a criminal
am I invisible
my whole life's been a prison
Been sipping on the chemicals
I need a miracle
Maybe a new religion
Bang Bang hear the shotgun blast
When my demons come out they come fast
Blood Blood is the weapon of choice
And my soul is a deadman's voice

I am close to the ledge I can't hold on forever save me from myself
I keep running away this life I must surrender they've come to take me away

Drowning deep in the bottle
I'm full throttle
another fucked up broken dream
I don't know how to stop myself
how to fight them off
And I'm a freak I'm the enemy
Bang Bang hear the shotgun blast
When my demons come out they come fast
Blood Blood is the weapon my curse
With my body six feet in the dirt

I am close to the ledge I can't hold on forever save me from myself
I keep running away this life I must surrender they've come to take me away