Rewrite

This is to the woman who I loved but lost
Intertwined souls of the universe
Got divorced when it wasn't forced
Cause single thoughts of being double-crossed
Till there's no love lost
I can't even start this

She said forever
This is the rewrite this is the rewrite
Yo, check this out!

This to the woman who I used to respect
Now I call her a bitch
Cause I'm constantly upset so this is to the
+bitch+ who cut communication
Caught in a relation
Selfishness? Best in the nation
All I ever needed was a hug
To wrap my loving arms around you
You blew it off with a shrug
So all I ever wanted was a hand to hold
I ain't the man to scold
Your plan is cold but god damn it's old
It's about time get inside of my
Head while I'm out my mind
As I scream cry yell shout and whine
All I ever asked for was an ear to hear me
What you really have to wear a mask for?
You straight shattered my glass jaw
Now I'm picking up the pieces of
My past what you last saw
But see this, needless to say
You went astray
All people ever hear Paul say is
I don't give a damn, for real, I don't care
Let's pull the hair from myself and
Try to make things clear
Yeah, I don't give a FUCK for
Real I don't FUCKING CARE that's all I hear

The pain stops with the end of raindrops
But this cloudy weather just reminds me
Of the time we spent together
And how you left forever like that
With a snap of fingers
Pain lingers, so this is to the
Woman who I made my family
Now I call her a bitch just to save my sanity
So this is to that +bitch+ who
I thought would be right here
She's just a monster in
My reoccurring nightmare
Now when my grandfather died
You weren't there for me
When my grandmama died
You weren't there for me
When my natural dad died
You weren't there for me
You saw me and just ignored me
Like "Sorry end of the story"
My family's dropping like flies
Somehow I got to rise
But nobody's by my side
Can't look straight into my eye
Nobody's by my side
Can't look straight into my eyes
My fist grabs air
I stare in through the lies
I never felt more lonely
I made you the one and only
Individual to know me this is the
Things that you showed me
I never felt more lonely
I made you the one and only
Individual to know me
Never thought that you'd turn phony
But you did, now I'm going all out kid
And I got mad hate to deal with just ask
I'm having trouble letting anyone
Get close to me and that's a major
Problem because that's not the way
It's supposed to be
Supposedly, I should keep my composure
Right now, I'm like "wow"
It's time for me to seek closure
Mental pictures are destroyed - overexposure
Ever get that feeling that
Nobody really knows ya?
This is to the woman who
I called my best friend
Now I call her bitch
Because she made the switch to that +bitch+
Who I shouldn't disrespect
So now I call her woman just
To keep myself in check this is the rewrite