I Don't Mean To

You don't try to make me laugh no more
It was probably something that I did
You don't try to pull me back anymore
It was probably all those times I left

When did we get here?
Did I just miss it?
Why didn't you tell me?
Was I not listening?
How didn't I see this?
Did I not notice?
Is it too late?
'Cause, I wanna fix this

I've been swimming in my head
And you're drowning in the waves
I pull me up by pulling you in
And I let you take the blame
But I, oh yeah, I, oh yeah, I don't mean to
Now you're slipping through my hands
And I'm trying to hold on

You don't talk about our future no more
'Cause it's probably hard to imagine it
You don't care to kiss me goodnight no more
'Cause we're laying back-to-back in bed

When did we get here?
Did I just miss it?
Why didn't you tell me?
Was I not listening?
How didn't I see this?
Did I not notice?
Is it too late?
'Cause, I wanna fix this

I've been swimming in my head
And you're drowning in the waves
I pull me up by pulling you in
And I let you take the blame
But I, oh yeah, I, oh yeah, I don't mean to
Now you're slipping through my hands
And I'm trying to hold on