The Ballad of a Bitter Hater

[Verse 1]
I can rap just like my friends (yuh)
I can just follow the trends (yuh)
I can just rap in a triplet make a cool ticket and buy a new Benz (yuh)
I cop a mil’ in a case (yuh)
Bring it all back to the base (yuh)
Never admit it is fun, and pillys are dumb, get a tat on my face (yuh)
What if I lay in my bed?
Waking up in the pm?
What if I get a new pet, settle and sell my whole life for a check?
Clearly my balance is trash
Either it’s white or it’s black
Not feeling lonely or sad
Trying to capture the force that I lack

[Chorus]

I was not invited
I was onsited
Social parasites make an anxious autopilot
Never could decide it
Shout or live in silence
Ballbreakers always get the best of all the criers

[Verse 2]

And if you’re at home and not at the party like me, here’s a word of advice
Obedience to that 9th commandment probably saved my whole life
With minds racing, the time chases and leaves us here with no clue (boom)
Now we know, we struggle hard just to let it go
Banking on the universe to just come through
But the key to that’s buried in clues
Phenomenons and casting straws and fake mirror tricks
Like it’s been
No more taps to the head my dog
Stop falling off, stop caving in

[Chorus]

I was not invited
I was onsited
Social parasites make an anxious autopilot
Never could decide it
Shout or live in silence
Ballbreakers always get the best of all the criers

[Outro]

It’s not the end
Cause you can fight it till the end, but you let your kin down when you
Crawl on your knees
I’m trying hard to make it work, but you can’t see forward when you
Bend over backwards
The universe acts strange I’m in pain, when I know I hear it
Call unto me

Take the beat away and all you gots a poet