All On My Own

keep on fighting
What's the reason
Been depressed for seasons
Miss my grandma and my cousins
Wish that I could see em'
Love my friends and my girlfriends
Cause' I really really need em'
I got problems with myself
That's why I haven't been eating
And I'm lost

Nowhere to go
Having some problems with loving myself
Nobody knows
Losing my talent
I feel like a failure
Look in the mirror and I'm saying I hate ya
I don't even see myself

Trying my best to work on myself
Trying my best to work on my health
Trying my best to hit up my family
Trying my best so they understand me
Trying my best to feel like I'm wanted
Trying my best to work on these songs
Trying my best to notice my wrongs
Trying my best but it's taking too long

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Taking too long
I can't even make a good song
Hitting my phone please leave me alone
(Leave me alone)

Taking too long

Wanna feel better today
Wanna feel better I'm trying like every way
Boutta take meds I'm feeling too scared
Feeling too stressed
I blow smoke in the air
If all of my problems keep adding up
I might be dead in a couple of years

You said that you here
I know that you not
I hope you feel better
when I'm really dead
Hope you feel better
When my walls are red
Hope you feel better
When I'm really gone
Hope you feel better
While hearing this song
You won't feel better
Cause' you never called
You won't feel better
Cause' you never helped
Taking the credit
You never helped

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Never helped
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Never helped

Better not cry if I kill myself
Better not smile if I heal myself
You better not say you ever helped
You didn't help me at all
Feeling alone
Cause' nobody hittin my phone
And
People who said they would help me
They left me all on my own