Now (feat. DarkSense)

Now ft Nolan. Finished
Why do I always have to get that really bad high
Only smoke a little bit then I really wanna die
I thought the drugs numb the pain, that you have inside
Wake up everyday, i don't wanna see the
Sunshine

Starts with the same thing
Ends with the same pain
Always caught up in my room with the lights off
Nobody even knows how I feel with the lights on
You cannot see me with the smile that I don't got
Always been sad, it's been like that for awhile now
I've been trying to stay up but I keep on falling fuckin down

Re thinking life
Idk is it really worth it?
I don't know if people notice that Im really hurting
I don't wanna wake up
I don't wanna deal with life
I just wanna go tonight
I just wanna give up
I just wanna drink till I see the bottom of the cup
Gotta a lot of cup now they really stacking up

I thought the liquor real helps
It's turns out it's doesn't help yourself
It's been happening for the longest time
Now
Dug my own grave
Barried alone with all these thoughts now