Already Free

Bear with me
I don’t know how this goes
Used to know how to sew
But I lost the thread
But I lost the thread

Anchor me
I don’t know where I am
Trying to learn how to stand
Waves to my head
Waves to my head

Am I running from the future or the past
Or somebody I could never be
Am I drowning or holding too tight to the mast
Or maybe I’m already free

Forgive me
I don’t know what I’m saying
I’ve been hiding these changes in me
Changes in me

I’m trying here
But I’m heavy and I’m haunted
Scared I’m not who I wanted to be
Who I wanted to be

Am I running from the future or the past
Or somebody I could never be
Am I drowning or holding too tight to the mast
Or maybe I’m already
Am I running from the future or the past
Or somebody I could never be
Am I drowning or holding too tight to the mast
Or maybe I’m already free

If I go will you find me
How will I know, will you remind me
Gonna put this trouble behind me

Bear with me
I don’t know how this goes
Used to know how to sew
But I lost the thread