Social Stamina

Verse 1
I lost touch with all my friends
I’m in bed by 10pm
I have no social stamina

I cancel on all my plans
I commit then I don’t answer
I can’t keep up with anyone

Pre
Now I’m a desert island I know
I push away until I’m alone
When did I become
Someone no one loves

I’m a broken record it shows
All I ever say is “no”
When did I become
Someone I dont love

Chorus
Now I dont know I don’t know who I am
How did I
turn into a person who I cant stand
How did I
Let it get this bad, now I can’t go back, now i’m all I have
And I dont know I don’t know who I am

Verse 2
Trigger warnings in my mind
Im so vulnerable at night
So I watch romantic comedies

But happy couples make me cry
I cant find someone in real life
Always feel like somethings wrong with me

Pre 2
Now I’m a desert island I know
I push away until I’m alone
When did I become
Someone no one loves

Chorus 2
Now I dont know I don’t know who I am
How did I
turn into a person who I cant stand
How did I
Let it get this bad, now I can’t go back, now i’m all I have
And I dont know I don’t know who I am

Post/Outro
And I dont know I don’t know who I am