Oni

I am filled with indecision, overfloated bloated vision
Learn it all from the past, how can we make things last
I know that words are to blame, they'll do nothing but the same
I cant let my demons divide me
Over and done, you're climbing to the boiling point
The push and the pull, you can't touch my mortal soul
Whiskey and gin, the men are begging, "Let us in"
The smell of the blood, you cant fuck with the loaded gun
What have I done?

And I'd be dancing to an early grave
I would've never let you do the same

A promise can't define me, I'm immune to things that blind me
Am I feeling the shame, without the gravity
When I touch the flame, I can feel no pain
This is not an intervention
Back down! Back down for me!
Put the safety on! Disarm yourself! Disarm yourself! Come on!

And I'd be dancing to an early grave
I would've never let you do the same
When I'd be happy standing by myself
I wouldn't settle this in anyway else, no!