Asshole

I told everyone I hated you already
But the truth is that I maybe kinda miss you
I just wasn't truly ready to be steady
But I can't get you off my mind
And then around noon I got your message
Tryna to ignore it so obsessive
And you only asked me: 'hey, how you doing'?
What I'm feeling is confusing

What was the reason that I broke up with you?
Well, in my eyes there was something wrong with you
Had some good arguments, but in my heart I'm weak
And now it wants it to speak

I don't like to say it but I'm missing you
You may be an asshole, but I still want you
I don't know if it is healthy
Cause we are getting on each others nerves
Some may call it toxic, but I'm missing you