Suicide

[Verse 1]
Breakin' down the atoms this is all physics
Everything revolves around cash yo it's what you call business
Till you drop the ball down the rabbit hole and go and fall in it
Try to climb the wall till you're askin how tall is it
It's like a ladder to heaven the badder the better
They say it doesn't matter the weapon still we find ways to kill ourselves
Drown in our own emotion till we're floatin' on a boat of sorrow
Hopeless, knowin' that there'l be no tomorrow
This pill is hard to swallow still I lift the bottle, swig it back
I don't got everything in tact, not thinkin' on track
And no way to bring me back, darkness
Everyone seems to be heartless
Hard days, goin' through these hardships
Starvin' for a little piece of sanity in mind
Very aware that I'll leave my family behind
If I go through with this, but life I have no use for it
Yo I'm stuck in a cycle and I just wanna let my life go

[Verse 2]
What's the reason for existence why do people wanna live
Why even go on when we can call it quits
There's pain that just won't go away
There's days where I don't feel like doin' anything
And I got nothin' to say
I can kneel and pray to a higher power
Or I can call my dealer say I want a bag and I'll be high in an hour
It's all the same, to you it's like a walk of shame
In that mindstate it's like I'm walkin down the hall of fame
How many greats had drug overdoses
How many took a puff and didn't know what they were smokin'
This is the age we're livin in
No way to save you from this prison
This the system that we're born into, better start conformin' soon
But I can go to a place to rest and decide
If I can do everything I can to make the best of my life
No one decides what you and I does but ourselves
And no you won't hate your life when you learn to love yourself, c'mon