Crashing

I haven't gone to sleep in a minute
It just feels like my heart isn't in it
I just don't wanna miss a thing

I haven't got to sleep in a minute
All the dreams I have are so vivid
It feels like you're not listening

Crash my car down the highway
Speeding out the driveway
Wondering if one day will I be ok
Getting drunk on a Sunday
Flying down a one-way
I don'y know if I can make it home today
I don't wanna make you wait
But lately I just wanna throw it all away
Don't know what you want me to say

My eyes are bloodshot but I'm stone cold sober
And lately I've been feeling like I'm 10 years older
Pain in my shoulders
I can't feel my hands and it's been getting colder
Sold out, passed out, and fell out of love

There's too many thoughts I cant speak all at once
I just want some peace and quiet quiets enough for me

Crash my car down the highway
Speeding out the driveway
Wondering if one day will I be ok
Getting drunk on a Sunday
Flying down a one-way
I don'y know if I can make it home today
I don't wanna make you wait
But lately I just wanna throw it all away
Don't know what you want me to say

Speeding swerving out the fast lane
Somethings wrong with my brain
I'm not sure if I'm confused or just in pain
Driving reckless driving untamed
Fucked up feeling unashamed
I'm ok but I won't make it home till late
Don't know how I'm supposed to feel anymore
I hope that you don't find me dead on the floor
Pedal to the metal
I can't think of nothing better
Wipe the blood and then I'm ready for more