Bigger Picture

I can't see the bigger picture
She smokin on that gas and she wandering why it can never fix her
I can't feel my face so I'm pourin out my bottle and my mixer
I put my finger on the trigger
Cause I can't see the bigger picture
She smokin on that gas and she wandering why it can never fix her
I can't feel my face so I'm pourin out my bottle and my mixer
I put my finger on the trigger

Teleport to the past
Thought that it was over but the pain it always last
Damage isn't physical cant heal it with a cast
I still feel the same and I don't know how to react

Try to get away but I feel no different
I'm starting to think that it's impossible to change
Can I break away can I start to feel different
I just wanna show that I don't have to be the same

But I feel like I'm on a planet that exists far away from earth
You left a mark on my mind that feels like I've got a curse
But a higher power speaking to my mind
Vision faded but it don't feel like the time
I'm so sick of feeling sick can I just not feel like I'm not alright

Cause I can't see the bigger picture
She smokin on that gas and she wandering why it can never fix her
I can't feel my face so I'm pourin out my bottle and my mixer
I put my finger on the trigger
You wanna get numb with me?
I'm gritting on to my teeth
And I can't seem to attain
No peace of mind in my brain
Its driving me insane

Cause I can't see the bigger picture
She smokin on that gas and she wandering why it can never fix her
I can't feel my face so I'm pourin out my bottle and my mixer
I put my finger on the trigger