Is My Future A Dream?

[Verse 1]
Darkness clouds my sight once more
I know I'm in trouble if I open the door
I know this time will be worse than before
But there's no choice when your fighting a war
In your mind, the bullets fly
Explosions ring, and hopes die
Why me, why is this happening
Sometimes life is just so challenging

[Pre-Chorus]
Existence can be a pain
My sorrows are hard to explain

[Chorus]
Is my future just a dream?
Or can I find the path
To eternal happiness
Is my life as hard as it seems?
Or can I get some clarity
And live today like it's not my last

[Verse 2]
I can only take so much bеfore it becomes too much
But thе world hardly cares, at least it seems as such
To the point I'm vulnerable to just your touch
Both my legs are broken and I don't have a crutch
I can't run from this, let alone even walk
I try to speak my mind, but they won't let me talk
Living my life like I'm chained to a rock
Wishing I had never answered that knock
Options are dwindling before my eyes
Sooner than later, will come my demise
Will the heavens let me rise?
Or will the world apologize?

[Pre-Chorus]
Existance can be a pain
My sorrows are hard to explain

[Chorus]
Is my future just a dream?
Or can I find the path
To eternal happiness
Is my life as hard as it seems?
Or can I get some clarity
And live today like it's not my last