Snowball Effect

Learning how to love has been so easy
Can one unlearn
How to breathe, breathe baby?
It's been 3 years and I can't stand still
The white knuckles of a tortured artist
Been hurt 8 times exactly
Since I've left you
In all the ways a boy could hurt a woman
A damaged person
A painter's muse
Yet no one here to
Paint this apparition
I try to chalk it out whenever I see you
It's still unclear
but the mind stays visible
Almost fell in love with someone
Who looks just like you
But the spell is irreversible
And I stay invisible
Just like you
Just like you
When I tell them what I want
They don't listen
And then they tell me what I want to hear
I lose my composition
Cause it wasn't what I wanted
It all ends here
Thats the beauty of miscommunication
Don't know how to cry quietly anymore
Sob uncontrollably wherever it goes
One by one
Cutting ties with the ones I love
I'm a piece of shit that yearns for love
A menace to my well being
What if I dont get back you or my career
Then what am I left with boy
Just existing
I'm a phantom pain
A someone who was almost there
Promised to never play me dirty
Fill up my casket with nothingness and more
I am the emptiness
That will make your eyes sore
.Paak asked me to write you a letter
But I'm sorry we couldn't make it better
Hurting the ones I love
Regret the sins I've shared
Losing your loved ones
In this plot right here
And this part right here
And this part right here
And this part made it clear:
Let's save ourselves
And then this song
Cause I how know this ends
When you're gone
Turn on the lamp, to hide the dust
You can hold my hand in the dark and just
Before we both move on
Kiss me now, and more, in the car
I can't sing anymore
I can't sing anymore
I cant sing anymore, more
It hurts the song
Lost my mind to that piece of you
Lost my body to that part of you
Lost my time to your fears and you
Lost my memories to your new boo
Mmhmm