Interlude 00

(These days, These days)
These days everybody changed now
I can’t tell you how I feel now
Cuz I don’t know if what you say is real now
So I can’t tell you how I feel now
They tellin stories and I just listen
Like I'm torn apart, revenge my only mission
I won’t fight for love no more, ima keep my distance
Cuz all it does is hurt me and got me overthinking
Since I was a child I always felt like something missin
I wasn’t ready for this planet
I should just vanish
Maybe that’s the reason why I fell in love with Xanax
I wish they told me it never goes how you plan it
I wish they told me it gets harder as you grow
Only thing we know is getting high for the lows
You can’t fix something that is broke I was told
You can only hold and hope it never lets go
I’m a prisoner of my thoughts
I’m a product of depression
Drugs are how I cope, that is my confession
They abuse my trust and use it against me as a weapon
I’ve been through this road so many times
Never learn my lesson
Never learn my lesson
I’ve been through this road so many times
Never learn my lesson
Never learn my lesson
I’ve been through this road so many times
But I still walk around with a smile on my face
I don’t want noone to know that I'm in pain
Positive vibes to anyone going through this phase
I’m stuck in my ways cuz I’m too afraid to change
Too comfortable in the moment, I get lost in my zone
I think I like the feeling of feeling alone
I feel like a burden to everyone I know
I feel like a burden to everyone I know
My hearts a bad influence it never lets me heal
Probably why I can’t tell when something’s so real
My hearts a bad influence it never lets me heal
Probably why I can’t tell when something’s so real
These days everybody changed now
I can’t tell you how I feel now
Cuz I don’t know if what you say is real now
So I can’t tell you how I feel now
They telling stories and I just listen
Like Im torn apart, revenge my only mission
I won’t fight for love no more, ima keep my distance
Cuz all it does is hurt me and got me overthinking