You Girl (The Abortion Song)

Sometimes I think if I don't wake up It won't be that bad
I've been feeling like this since 7th grade
Mama told me if I'm good then heaven waits
I ain't buying that shit I'm at hell's gates
Riding slow with some weight out of state
I ain't selling , I'm using
Drug-abusing
Spanish bitch, but she speak English fluent
So I talk to her, tell her 'bout my problems
But she don't have no ways that we can solve 'em
Drugs, I like 'em on my tongue dissolve them
If I had a choice at these, I'd pop all of them
I love model bitches
Ain't nobody tall as them
But sometimes I feel like the devil's calling him
I'm the guy that'll cheat on you
You know, deceive you
But not have enough balls to leave you
But I see you
And I treat you different from the motherfuckers that need you
So what's beneath you? Is it me?
Are you just looking at me when I eat you?
You know your past will defeat you
But I ain't judging, it happens to me too
So if you start to think you don't like me
You probably don't bitch
Don't fight me
I do drugs, they excite me
I think enough of these drugs will enlighten me
I'm dying slow from a broken heart
I swear to god I didn't know I would've broke your heart
I just wanted you to play apart I can try to find shit that'll make it hard
Can you feel death is that a real thing or am I just left?
Can you feel love? is that a real thing or am I off drugs?
You girl, you can be the one
I've looked all over for you
But I just keep coming up with one
If I die girl then you'll have no one
I've lived my life in the dark with a girl
But you look like you're sun