Fake Smile

It's a new day for me
Having depression is heavy
Sometimes I want to die
But it's always not for real
People say don't say these words
Someone has trauma's of that
But can't you not see
I'm having that right now
Why am I depressed
Is it all for the jealousy
Or do I have a shield of protecting me from words
Oh I, pull me straight out of the ground
Why is this feeling inside
Now I'm walking
Thinking 'bout something more
And dreaming of it
But there isn't any hope
I want help from someone
How can I say so?
Just pretending you're ok
Is a no, oh
Everybody sees a smile of a boy
But there is so much more that they don't know
The one thing that they don't know
It's a fake smile
You don't know how it feels
It's painful ride
The true thing of me
I love you, what about me
Do you love me?
They say no
Or am I imagining
Because they don't look so
Did you know that?
Oh I, I don't know
Everybody sees a smile of a boy
But there is so much more that they don't know
The one thing that they don't know
It's a fake smile
You don't know how it feels
It's painful ride