Suffocation of the Soul - Live

I thought that I
Was full of
Such hope and light
And such love
But all my words
I wrote them for you
And all my songs
I sang them for you

Photos of me
They all show
A staring man
I don't know

You know that I've been
Through all this nonsense
With you
And all my words
I broke them for you
And all my plans
I snapped them in two

I could create
Like it was stealing
I loved to sing
How I was feeling
I had a soul
That burned for beauty
But who gives a shit?
I must admit
Oh yes!

I've lost it a little bit
I've lost it a little bit
I've lost it a little bit
I've lost it a little bit
Lost it
Lost!
Lost it
Lost!
Lost it
Oh lost!
Lost it
Lost!

I can't breathe this atmosphere
Wait till I get out of here

I can't breathe this atmosphere
Wait till I get out of here

I can't breathe this atmosphere
Wait till I get out of here
'Cause I have wasted year after year
And smile I may
But it's insincere, my dear
My dear
My dear!