truth is...

Filled my head with lies
Polluted distress depressed
I struggle to find the hope I had
I can't be mad was this your plan
Filled my head with lies
Polluted distress depressed
I struggle to find the hope I had
I can't be mad was this your plan

I would admire you
Aura beautiful
Without you I feel blue
I know i'm such an imbecile
My friends tell me to quit
That you're done with my shit
Been stuck in such delusions
They could never be a substitution
Busy looking for a resolution
Some things ain't meant to be fixed
Unconvinced
No more bliss
Miss your kiss
Many finna feel my wrath for no reason
I'm enraged
Can't engage
Stay away
For your safety
Mad lately
Sad daily
I'm crazy
I guess i'm crazy

Filled my head with lies
Polluted distress depressed
I struggle to find the hope I had
I can't be mad was this your plan
Filled my head with lies
Polluted distress depressed
I struggle to find the hope I had
I can't be mad was this your plan