Disordered

Hey
What the fuck is up now
Being so judgemental
You don't have the capacity
I'd like you to grow up like me
Grow up autistic
Grow up mentally disordered
No wonder no one loves you
Please, just please, just stop, is it that hard
Grow the fuck up before you fucking die

I'm so incomplete
Trying to compete
In getting control of myself
It's so damn pointless
Where did I let go of my life
I can't find it
When I try to stop and think
I have so much running in my head
Can I get better

Disconnected from all that's known
Don't know if you know a damn thing
About what is right and what is wrong
Spit shit right into my face
Like you're some kind of saint
I can't get you outta my head

I'm so incomplete
Trying to compete
In getting control of myself
It's so damn pointless
Where did I let go of my life
I can't find it
When I try to stop and think
I have so much running in my head
Can I get better

Why am I like this
Why am I like this
Why am I like this