I hate myself.

Verse 1:
She said
That I’m never gonna find someone like her
I said I hope
That I don’t cause I don’t deserve
To be treated like that
I learned from the past
I hate myself for the spine that I lacked
But I felt so alone
And that’s not how it’s supposed to be
I know now
But I hate myself

Chorus:
I
Hate
Hate
You
The voices in my head tell me it’s fine
I
Hate
Hate
You
The things you’ve made me regret make me feel blind
Thought you were the one but I hate myself
I took you back more than once and I
I dealt with too much
Oh I
Hate
Hate
You
I
Hate
Hate myself

Verse 2:
I hate
The way I’m talking in my mind
I hate
The way I never realize the pain I’m taking in is just
Guilt from leaving her
Leaving her
I never miss the way we kissed cause the memories just hurt
They only hurt
I’m fine now
But sometimes I hate myself

Chorus:
I
Hate
Hate
You
The voices in my head tell me it’s fine
I
Hate
Hate
You
The things you’ve made me regret make me feel blind
Thought you were the one but I hate myself
I took you back more than once and I
I dealt with too much
Oh I
Hate
Hate
You
I
Hate
Hate myself