if only you

I've got this, i've got this
I've got this, i've got this
I've got this, it's all in my head
Destroying all that is left
Going through these daily pains
Never gonna get away
If only you Could've stayed
If only you Would'nt run away from me
Run away
I've got this laying in bed
Always wishing i was dead
I still got all of my clothes on
I was too drunk to take them off
If only you could've stayed
If only you would'nt run away from me
If only I
Would'nt have lied
And told the truth
I'm glad for you though
I'm glad for you
I've got this, i've got this
I've got this, i've got this
If only you could've stayed
If only you would'nt run away from me