Cry

Think I'm gonna cry
While I'm holding my breath
Hold it till my face
My face is turning red
Can't seem to forget
Forget the things u said
Can't seem to forget
Forget the things u said

Sounds like
Breaking glass
Feels like
Pulling teeth
Every time
You try
To talk some sense in me

I'm a loser in a sweatsuit
I'm a baby with big mouth
Voices in my head
Say these pills will never help you
Think I lost my mind
And I'm never gonna find it
Got some things to say
And i know that you won't like them

I'm never gonna slow down
Never keep my mouth shut
I've run out of hope now
No one's gonna love me
I hate my stupid face
And I hate my stupid body

Clawing at the curtains
Can't help that I'm nervous
You hate what I do
But i swear it's not on purpose
Diving off the deep end
Never coming back now
I'm backed in a corner
Never gonna get out
It's so hard to change things
Every time that I'm like this
When I'm not okay
Every day is darkness
Think I need an angel
Maybe just a night light
All of these bad feelings
Have to end sometime!