Pressurized

In my right ear I can hear everything
Everything that I wanna do
In my left ear I can hear the opposite
All my dreams at disposal
Your heart made a phone call
In which I never did reply to
I tore you down trying to build me
And I never did revive you
All this weight on my mind oh my
I can feel that it's pressurized
Yeah it's pressurized
Watch my heart race from the fact I can't keep it organized
I'm disorganized
Move from a state to a state where I
Can try and look alive but I'm not alive
All this weight on my mind oh my
I can feel it's pressurized
Yeah it's pressurized
Trust you but shouldn't trust me I don't understand
You're a foreign little being from the motherland
You would plot and you scheme for a rubberband
But I clearly see how you be it's time to be a man
I'm a man not a bully
Ex girlfriend skipping school from the bullies
Meanwhile I'm skipping outta school playing hookie
I just need time from the 12 they took away from me
So send me an angel surrounded by hatred from every angle I'm sensing the danger
The girl that I knew had some chains
But I was her shackles so I couldn't change her
Living my life off a drug
Just like teenagers inhaling them vapors
My life is now all the above Above
Drunk off a buzz and stressing on love
All this weight on my mind oh my
I can feel that it's pressurized
Yeah it's pressurized
Watch my heart race from the fact I can't keep it organized
I'm disorganized
Move from a state to a state where I
Can try and look alive but I'm not alive
All this weight on my mind oh my
I can feel it's pressurized
Yeah it's pressurized
All this weight on my mind oh my
I can feel it's pressurized pressurized
Watch my heart race from the fact I can't keep it organized organized
Move from a state to a state where I
Look alive but I'm not alive
All this weight on my mind oh my
I can feel it's pressurized
Yeah it's pressurized