What Am I So Afraid Of

It's no wonder
I'm all alone
A wall of protection
I can't face rejection, from no one

And it's no wonder
My heart has no home
No one to claim it
And no one to taint it
Proceed on my own

It's no wonder
I'm here on my own
Not up for the challenge
There's still to much baggage
Just leave it alone

It's no wonder
I'm single and free
Won't have no more lovin'
No kissin' and huggin'
It's hard to believe

[Chorus: Repeat 2X]
What am I so afraid of
How come I can't escape love
How come I'm always running in the other direction
When I'm faced with love
What am I so afraid of

It's no wonder
He won't return
As far as a lightyear
He up and disappeared
I'm let it burn

And it's no wonder
I feel this way
I can't hardly manage
Can't undo the damage
Rome wasn't built in a day

Feels like my destiny
And even my shadow
Knows that I'm shallow
It wants to break free
And it's no wonder
Knowing I'm so proud
Too much of a player
And now I'm the major
Of lonely town

[Chorus:]

Maybe I lost in space
Maybe my heart's erased
Maybe I'm not from here
Why do I have these feelings

[Chorus:]

What am I
What am I
What am I
What am I...