why now

I know that they are wrong, they don't feel what's inside, they see things that are wrong
And they do not do us right, oh yeah, they left me all alone, all alone on the ride
You know, everywhere I go, yeah, I never try to hide
There's monsters up inside me and you know I gotta listen, bro

I stay in the battle, I make sure my family listen, bro
Oh, I make sure that they're on fire
I can't let it go, can't let the things become dire
I didn't have the most skill or the most knowledge

But I had to work so hard and I finally got it
So many enemies, they envy me and they try to drill me down
Stab me in the gut, just what they say, but they can never spill me out
Yeah, I took a little A, but I'm finally feeling out

And they think we're all okay, but that truth is so obnoxious
I never played a game in a way that's cautious
I spend a couple hundred, then I go and I make thousands
Remember throwing parties back in college, it was rogue

We were smoking Daryl Sutter's, guys were selling Dusty Wallace
We were puffing Darcy Tucker's, yeah, we were the rawest
Fuck a girl and laugh about it, man, that shit was heartless
Living a life that's worth writing about the shit of artists

Why not throw the girl into the water, saying that we're fucking
It was awesome living, learned, but they couldn't tell me nothing
Right now
It was awesome living, learned, but they couldn't tell me nothing

Girl, just close your eyes, you can put it in your mouth
You can feel the waves, so you can feel the sound
I know that they're around, you don't feel what's inside
They see things that are wrong, and they do not do us right

Oh yeah, they left me all alone, all alone on the ride
You know everywhere I go, yeah, I never try to hide