Death

In a dark red beating room, I lay
Each flash reminds me of the wrongs, I pray
Walls of flesh surround me, Burning the insane
I know that I'm next but why, I cant say

But shh, Lights out
You die now
Lets start the killing
How do you like me now fucking disgrace
I am a Bloody pulp is that all you got?
Shh dead, shaking, broken down
I have nothing now

They each walk in my pops, my kids, my wife, my kin
A tear reaches my face before smudged away by my friends
I fake, I try, I break, I fly, I sing, i tell my lies
I look down and close my eyes, i try not to cry

But shh, Lights out
You die now
Lets start the killing
How do you like me now fucking disgrace
I am a Bloody pulp is that all you got?
dead, shaking, broken down
I have nothing now

Is life still worth living in solitary confinement
Is accomplishment worth shit without proof
Is this why people exist in my dreams
Is there dreaming in death or
Is it solitary
Is this my will to live

Fresh morning air new day, sickly dream
I forgot my wrongs in there, still praying
The bruises I feel in my neck
I know I'm next
I cannot say why but I know
I'm next