Really?

I think I'm getting depressed again
I think I'm gonna lose all my friends
I'm trying to switch up my medicine
So I can be more of a gentleman
It's just the more I sleep, the less I eat
And everything would matter just a little bit less
If I saved a couple pounds and I just lost the rest
I guess I got too caught up in confidence to feel confident

I think I'm having a panic attack
I think I'm disappointing my dad
Just stuff me into a duffle bag
So I can feel all alone again
Whenever I fall asleep
I keep on having the same damn dreams
I know you heard this already
But I don't ever want you to leave
I thought you didn't even like to leave

And I know you can surf this too