Call My Name

Fuck
Man I do this over and over again, I just… I can't seem to
to be where I need to be
Fuck
I know i always mess this up
I know you always call my bluff
I swear it'll be different this time
It's about this climb
I just need to shine
I just need a line
I just need a drink
Maybe just some time to think
Go cry in a bathroom sink
Teenage dirtbag that had to grow up quick
Just needed me some time live and
I can't keep on running away from the things that call my name and
I can't keep on running away when things are not the same and
I know I'm wrong I'm not the one to blame
Cause it was 3am when you came
So next time don't call out my name
I think it's time for some restraint
And, I just need another drink
I just need just need some time think
Go puke in a bathroom sink
When I'm too fucked up to think
And ya keep asking me to link
When I'm to fucked up too blink
And it's getting so hard to see
What do you want from me
These dreams are never free
These dreams are gonna cost a fee
Said I loved you but you knew I lied
I called again while I was high
And It's still me but I'm not in my mind
Just living life searching for the signs
You know that I can't call you mine
I swear that you'll be fine
You call my name you call my phone
Asking what time I will be home
When your'e all alone
But I'm not someone I condone
You want me late at night
Almost like you want a fight
And You need someone new
Cause it's me and not you
Gotta take a que
Cause ya skipped a few
Think of all the times I flaked
Think of all of my mistakes
Think of the times I almost didn't wake
And I don't think you need all this stress
I think you know I'm not the best
I got a lot stuck on my chest
So I'm staying in cause I need the res-t-t-t-t-t
The res-t-t-t-t-t
The res-t-t-t-t-t