40 (feat. Jack Kennedy)

Pacing in a circle I'm just looking for a cause
Continue looking inwards and accepting all my flaws
Rushing through these corridors with sweat clogged in my pores
Every scar's a story I remember all the wars
Be they physical or mental
They still took a toll
I would socially disintegrate and fall into a hole (woah!)
Moving closer to the light
I'm taking baby steps (yes)
Cleaning up my act
While I'm sweeping up this mess (yes)
Please stop, telling me
That you'll never leave me behind
Please stop, telling me
These processes aren't really defined
Watching over me
Guide me silently
Exist like you were never alive
Please stop, telling me
That you'll never leave me behind
Or am I wasting time?
Losing my religion
Moments harder to recall
Stiff arming some devils
So I had to block the call
Dreams of hugging younger me
Tell him it's gonna be okay
No need to carry that stress that we live with till this day
So much weight was on his shoulders
I don't even think he knew
He just watched it happen
Didn't know what not to do
Looking at old pictures
See the pain behind his eyes
Smile in every photo
Used it as a great disguise
Baptism of fire
Trying not to fall apart
No I'm not a liar
Felt the truth all in my heart
Relationships need mending whilst I walk across this earth
Holding on to grudges and I don't know what's the worth
Too grown to be petty
Changed my tune all of a sudden
Racing my reality
So I keep on running
And I'm running
And I'm running
And I'm running out of time
Keep pressing the button
But they won't let me rewind (No!)
Please stop, telling me
That you'll never leave me behind
Please stop, telling me
These processes aren't really defined
Watching over me
Guide me silently
Exist like you were never alive
Please stop, telling me
That you'll never leave me behind
Or am I wasting time?