Feel [LOVE IS HELL]

One, two, uh
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Uh, yeah, look

First I lost you, now I'm lost in the drugs
Pop this, take that 'til I feel numb
All I ever wanted was to be yours
All I ever wanted was to feel love
But I'm six pills in and I feel fine
Can't stop thinking 'bout when you were still mine
I just don't know what to do now
Guess I'll take another one just to kill time
Can't feel my face and I can't move
But they say you can't love what you can't lose
So I'm sitting here trapped in my own thoughts
Now I can't feel all 'cause of you
You ever so lost that you feel alone?
You ever scared to end up on your own?
You ever get hurt 'til you can't feel?
I ain't never had a place I can call home

I ain't never had nobody I could run to
I ain't never had a home I could come to
I ain't ever have nobody really love me
And that's probably why I don't know how to love you
I ain't never had nobody I could run to
I ain't never had a home I could come to
I ain't ever have nobody really love me
And that's probably why I don't know how to love you

Uh, yeah, but it's really hard to think about you
Can't breathe, can't eat, can't sleep without you, uh
And they all say I lost myself tryna find you
But I'm not me without you, look
I don't want to go through it no more
I don't want to do it no more
I just took all these pills
Fuck love, fuck life, I can't do it no more
Think I'm fading out
Please don't let go 'cause I'm fading out
Please don't let me go 'cause I'm fading out
Please don't let go 'cause I'm fading out

Yeah, oh, oh, oh, oh
Doing everything I can to feel something
'Cause everything I do feels like nothing
Don't know what to think
Don't know how to move
'Cause I don't really make sense without you
Doing everything I can to feel something
'Cause everything I do feels like nothing
Don't know what to think
Don't know how to move
'Cause I don't really make sense without you
I don't really make sense without you