Phases

Sometimes I wonder if this shit one day will matter
Going through depression I've been reaching new extremes
Realizing my dreams and running up corporate ladders
One thing I can't forget is everything ain't what it seems
I'm not suicidal but I still wanna die
Or maybe I just hate the fact that I'm just too alive
I'm just tryna stay afloat in these low tides
All I know is shine my light in these dark times
They tell me I done changed I say no shit
If you thought I'd be the same you ain't notice
I've been working on myself since a little kid
I'm taking bets I be that nigga with the highest bid
I've been working on myself it won't ever stop
I got some people waiting for my newest shit to drop
Dreams turned to reality
In all actuality
It's kind of crazy all the shit I've said's coming back to me
I've been going through phases
I'm something like the moon
I'm breaking down doors in places
I'm gonna shake the room
I don't know just where I'm going
All I know is I'm going up
I can't get enough
No I can't get enough
I've been going through phases
I'm something like the moon
I'm breaking down doors in places
I'm gonna shake the room
I don't know just where I'm going
All I know is I'm going up
I can't get enough
No I can't
I've been right here all along
You were waiting for me
But I've been right here all along
I've been right here all along
You were waiting for me
But I've been right here all along
I've been right here all along
Sometimes I wonder if this shit one day will matter
Going through depression I've been reaching new extremes
Realizing my dreams and running up corporate ladders
One thing I can't forget is everything ain't what it seems