Sober

Maybe I'm a bad man
'Cause I can't comprehend the issues you got on your hands
I just want to feel a little but I'm drinking 'til I'm numb
Every fucking little fight got me thinking that were done
Always feel like at war but I don't got a gun
If I ever send shots nothing will be undone
We're just stuck in a knot and we're pulling 'cause we're dumb
I don't face any issues but I'm facing a blunt
I know you don't like it but it's who I became
Remember first time that you ever said my name
Used to ride around town sharing thoughts from our brains
But the nights got colder when that last summer came
I just can't seem to help no more
You want some change
I'm not your light no more
And it kills me to say

I don't like when I'm sober
You don't like that I'm colder
We don't like how we're feeling
We don't want to be over
I don't understand
No
I don't understand
I don't like when I'm sober
You don't like that I'm colder
We don't like how we're feeling
We don't want to be over
I don't understand
No
I don't understand

Now I'm getting high like every single night
Took another hit so I could waste a little time
Girl you so sublime, flyin' when you sippin' on that wine
I been gettin' all these thoughts that's been pulling me behind
Now I'm looking at 2 roads my mind says split 'em
If I ever get too close the hand gets bitten
If I ever feel too low my mind starts spinning
If I ever didn't love you then I'd pick the road that doesn't have you in it
Girl, I'm sorry
I just didn't have the words
You know me
I take time, struggle with my worth
I write lines
Thinking that my love is just a curse
So I'm talking to the birds just to tell you how I feel
I'm the worst
But it helps me in my mental
Used to fake love and fake girls that used me like a rental
I'm so fucked up in my own world so careful when you handle
'Cause I burn up when I'm knocked down just like a lonely candle

I don't like when I'm sober
You don't like that I'm colder
We don't like how we're feeling
We don't want to be over
I don't understand
No
I don't understand
I don't understand