Why

The thoughts are like tu kahi hai aas paas
Mujhe dekhte hue
You are just looking at me
but not saying a single word
Par fir I feel ki
 tu to chali gayi na mujhko chodke
Bhot dukhta hai yaar 
It really hurts

Har raat sota sochke ki tu mujhe uthayegi
cgli subaha mujhko tu aa kar jagayegi
Mai na utha to shaitanio se apni unglia
Mere baal pe firayegi
Haa
Na ayegi 
Sochke aankhein meri aj nam ho gayi hai
Khushiyan dekh tere bina  kam ho gayi hai
Kya karu
Ye jo sapne mujhko aa rahe hai
Raat din aa karke mujhe rula rahe hai
Khud to chali gayi tu mujhko chodke
Par sath lamhe jo bitaye wo mujhe
caj
Kyu sata rahe hai

Those memories are just making me cry
Mujhe samajh nahi aata hai kya karu
Jab akela hota hu
Kuch pain feel hota hai
Tab I dont know what to do

cb koi larki dekhu jab bhi mai peeche se
To lagta hai tu aane wali mere piche se
Fir yaada aata hai ki tu kaise shaitanio me 
Kursi kheench deti mere neeeche se
Bhige se
Baalo mein tu lagti mayajaal thi
Gusse se  mujhko ghure tab bhi tu kamaal thi
Samajhna chaha bhot tujhko par tu
Mere lie bani ek ansuljha sawaal thi
Fir tune kaha ek din ki chod de akela
Gharwale nahi razi 
Khada hua bakheda
Maine kaha tu haunsla rakh mai tere sath hu
Chodu na mai tujhk kabhi jaise din raat hu
Fir shaant hoke soye tu us din mere sath thi
Par subaha na tu mere sath thi
Dhundha tujhko 
Toh
kitchen me jhul rahi 
Teri laash thi

You just left me alone
Uss samay kyu ni socha mere bare me
Its really hard to live without u
Bhot tough hai tere bina jeena
I love u