Supposed To

I got a past
Thoughts coming fast
From the deep
Never enough distance from when
My world collapsed
And in the crash
I felt a
A part of me left behind
Most of me left behind
And if it went like it’s supposed to
You wouldn’t be gone
I can’t let go like I’m supposed to
It’s all I’ve got
I still hear voices from my bed
Want to wake up and lift my head
To see you standing in the doorway
But still I hope this is the better way
I don’t understand
You got the wrong man
And left me
Without any clarity
If you got a plan
Just let me in
And I’ll believe
Just whisper again to me
Whisper again to me
And if it went like it’s supposed to
You wouldn’t be gone
I can’t let go like I’m supposed to
It’s all I’ve got
I still hear voices from my bed
Want to wake up and lift my head
To see you standing in the doorway
But still I hope this is the better way
Where am I now?
Want to be found right next to you
Where are you now?
Break the walls down to be with you
And if it went like it’s supposed to
And if it went like it’s supposed to
And if it went like it’s supposed to
You wouldn’t be gone
I can’t let go like I’m supposed to
It’s all I’ve got
I still hear voices from my bed
Want to wake up and lift my head
To see you standing in the doorway
But still I hope this is the better way
But still I hope this is the better way