Won't Let Myself Become You
Holy falter
Disrespect unspoken treaties
Constant needing
Keeps reflecting something filthy
Self absorbed
A sickness you
Can't stop exuhuming
All the times I needed you
I just stopped expecting
Say what you wanna say
Nobody's listening
Can't see the point in this
When all that's crumbling is you
What's behind me now
Is still in front of you
Can't see through the hate
Won't let myself become you
Won't let myself become
You
She keeps throwing me away again
With no regard for the pain I'm in
All the while knowing that she's the bane of it
The reason behind all these sleepless nights and
One sided fights turning arguments into a main event
Definition of a villain who will act like a vixen
Parades all day masquerading a victim
Keep screaming from the top of your lungs
Tryin to prove to everyone how you're not toxic as fuck
Say what you wanna say
Nobody's listening
Can't see the point in this
When all that's crumbling is you
What's behind me now
Is still in front of you
Can't see through the hate
Won't let myself become you
I've been trying to keep my head
above the water
I've been drowning in a sea of
Your fake tears for years
texting everyone that ya know
Like a martyr
Your god complex is really starting to appear
All along it's been a part of the whole persona
I should have realized that it would never disappear
When you finally come to grips with all the things that you did the waves gonna hit when you catch a glimpse in the mirror
Guilt
Something like a disease
That consumes you when you just live as you please
For far too long we were descending towards our end
Now that we're at the bottom you don't have to pretend
I'm sick of biting tongue and pulling my hair out
While you keep tearing down everything that I care about
No more highroads or taking the fair route
You tied the fucking rope I'm just kicking the chair out.
Say what you wanna say
Nobody's listening
Can't see the point in this
When all that's crumbling is you
What's behind me now
Is still in front of you
Can't see through the hate
Won't let myself become you
Say what you wanna say
Say what you wanna say
Won't Let Myself Become You