CONF0UNDING interest

Hahahahaha
Ha

I've been up down turn around
Feeling like a clown when I'm up now
I've found, no one hears a fucking thing, like talk now
Confound everyone all my "friends" talk while
I don't have a fucking clue

Breathing in like I'm drowning, open eyes
No ones smiling, in a room
Chatting through some fucking tunes cause I can't say it
Face to face, need you to face my face
So that I can say
(Actually never mind you wouldn't hear me anyway)

What you really want to know, I don't know
Same old conversation with somebody new
Who are you, what you want
Tired of fronting, put my mask on, keep it up
Pattern looping like I can't fix this
(Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck)

Roll the tape, play it back
Feeling everything like panic attack
I got to do, what I do
Feel the room, reconsider situation how I'm acting
Hope it match the mood
Or lose myself man, what do I do

What do I do
What the fuck do I do

Emotions confounding I'm clueless
Interest pile on when I ignore it
I'm so certain, in my searching
Haven't found anything
Pushing boulders diseased I'm Sisyphus

What the fuck do I do, ain't got a clue
Caught in a loop, it changes
But not how I, feel the same
I feel the flame, as I'm feeling pain
Feeling rabid as fuck, I'm stuck
Please help me up
I'm so afraid to call out for help
I guess I'll just stay this way
I'm out

Oh fucks, oh well
Empathy levels so low
Treat others how you expect them to treat you
I don't trust no one to see through
That's why I stand here where no one can see through
The real me

Ain't hopeful of that
Matter of fact, I'm just rambling
Like hit me back
I'll be standing in the rain with nothing but myself
Sometimes I amaze myself
It's pretty